like i care

betolla cakap orang yang kite x kan lari dari masalah . tapi kenapalah masalah yang sama je perlu berlaku pada aku . perlukah kite msuk ke dalam facebook orang lain dan menghebohkan berite yang tak betol pada orang lain sampai bole mengaibkan orang lain . nasihat aku , x perlulah sebab bende tuh bole kene kat kite balik . so , just use ur own fb n jangan nk masuk cmpur hal org yg tiade kaitan dengan kite . nanti buat orang menyampah kat kite je . cube bayangkan kalau kite yang kene . memang pisang la .

bukan senang untuk menyayangi atau melupekan someone .  kawan-kawan , in a relationship tidak semestinye ade hubungan yang serious bukan . oleh yang demikian , jangan cepat membuat kesimpulan atau tanggapan melulu . tak elok la . even relationship pun banyak maksudnye kan ? even as a fren yang rapat pun boleh dianggap in a relationship . aku pon x nakla orang ingat aku ni jahat sangat sampai letak in a relationship dgn orang baru . n seriously aku benci org yang judge aku begitu . aku masih dgn yang dulu lagy . if da sampai mase i'll let all of u know the true story .

whateva it is , thanx a lot kepada AKMAL HILMI for being as my fren for almost a week ni aite ? ngee . 

kepada sesiape yang mengenali shauqie hami hamzah , fb beliau terpakse d'delete atas sebab2 tertentu . i x nk pakse u untuk fikir sape betol or sape salah but maybe u memang kene buat keputusan sekarang . lagi lame u fikir , lagi panjang hal ini . i miss u ;'(

sayang

. dis time would be diff . jemu lak org nk bce entry yg same je aite .

. if u love someone love him/her with all ur heart . perempuan mudah suke pd someone yg caring pada dye . but make sure jangan cepat bagi harapan pade orang . it might hurt others feeling . if u don't love someone dun eva mention u love her . tell the truth earlier before ur love get hurt .

. hargailah someone yg da byk berkorban untuk kite . for example ; u can see her/his sacrifice aite ? doesn't mean ur 1st love tuh better . n sometime ade gak orang yg kite x syg tuh lebih menghargai kite . why don't u try to appreciate her / him n u'll love her/him . but tuh depends on the individu la . ade yg x reti menilai n x hargai sumeone . the most important thing kite x le miliki 2 orang if kite x mampu . tuh bole sakitkn haty org . is it ? remember , once kite sakitkan haty org , kite akn kene balik . (wut goes around comes around ) n i really meant it sebab aku da penah kene .

situation yang aku selalu nmpak ialah bile sumone tuh x d depan mate , kite mudah maenkan perasaan dye . but once kite hilang orang baru , kite rase nk crik dye balik smpai sanggup rosakkn hubungan orang lain . senang citee bile ade kite x hargai bile x d baru thegeh hegeh nk crik . tapi aku x dela smpai cmtuh . pelik sebb aku kene hadapi walaupun aku x buat kt org .

kepade si busy body , aku rase ko x perlu masuk cmpur dalam life aku , dia n dat gurl . because ko x d hak untuk komen2 page dye n semak2 hal dye . ko tuh just a fren of her dlm fb je . jgn jdik batu api coz aku memang da menyumpah org yg cmni . keep ur mouth shut up n tgn kaw tuh ikat je kalau perlu dr menyemak text page org yg x d kne mengene ngan ko .

p/s ; i've never fall in love smpai tahap cmni . if u don't need me just tell me oke ?

u know dis is for u

i've given u a week to think bout it . but i think i've knew ur desicion .
.i'll accept it even its hard . i x kuat untuk doakn u bhagie dgn dye . i'm sorry. whateva it is . always remember that i'll always be there beside u as a fren even i'm not ur girlfen anymore .

btw , i got a lot of advice to give u ;

1. belaja saving oke ? learn how to use ur money properly .
2. jgn always enjoy je . remember ur family n ur gilfren . they might hurt if they know wut u
always do .
3. i'm always being there for u .
4. jadilah lelaki yg setie . dun eva hurt her again .
5. rajin-rajin lipat baju dan kemas uma .
6. jgn lupekn i yea ;(
7. i've never love him like i love u .
8. if u got any problem or story just text me .

acctually , i x beli seluar bru cos of u need it more rite ? so , maybe ini akn jd last sacrifice utk u .
i da nmpk ur desicion sebab i da nmpk ur true attitude . take care syg .

a new me

. woot woot .
. aku nak jadi laen dr byase .
. da x nk byk gelak mcm dulu .
. mcm interest je senyap2 bile lepak .
. hee .

.don't blame me coz i didn't do the wrong thing .
.don't judge me if you doesn't know me well .
. so , treat me nicely n appreciate me if u want me do the same thing to u .

. the most important thing , i'm not like you .
i'm trying to be the best girl for u .
. dan aku takut aku nmpk kurang d mate kaw .
i miss the moment we were happy being together .

my fren ; jumla kelua . aku terase mcm nk habiskn duit .
nk potong rmbut . nk beli barang . nak tukar nombor baru .
mcm2 la . haiss .

1st day

.ouh damn .
feel like my life becomes empty .
.i read ur last message every minute .
.wake up la syakeyra .
.x kn ko nk terus hdup cmni .

.busy all the day .
visit my uncle at hospital .
.get well soon ayah ad .

.i miss u damn much .
.but i'm sure u didn't know bout dis .
.<3.
.n u hide the relationship.
;'(

sumpah aku cinte kaw !

.it was really hurt .
. i don't want my life become like this .
.i do love u but i'm not sure if u feel the same .
.take care .

wait wait n wait

u know how much i love u aite ?
n u know how much i really need u rite ?
. i tunngu u almost 12 jam taw x .
. my face da jd mcm cupcake kt bwh ni sebab x taw nk watpe tanpe u .
. n i ad byk bende to share with u .

a lot of story seriously .
but u won't there for me .
;'(
setiap jam i terbangun tggu u text i .
but u still weren't there ;(

when my new sem begins !

. semester baru dan terakhir aku baru bermule .
. dan of course mahukan result yg bagus .
. macam x byase .
. dis sem would be diff sebab aku cume ade 3 subjct je .
.sigh ! sigh ! sigh ! .

. n a new thing in my life ialah aku kne stay d'rumah sewe .
. no more wireless sygku .
. tiade lagy facebook , yahoo messenger dan FARMVILLE .
. n of course hidup semakin busan .
. adehh .

. p/s ; mummmy n daddy , can i have a brodband pliss .
. i don't know what else to do .
. being here with a tv is quite bored .
. balek2 cerite yang same .

. i'm staying with nurul n hida (classmate ) .
.i miss my eleena .
. i am getting nearer with my sarang hae .
. heart u .

advice utk dri sendiri ;
. spent ur life as student as well ya syg .
. don't be lazy .
da last sem taw !
. pasni nk praktikal da .